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A rampage of allowing I did now, to find a relief on a stream

Posted April 23, 2012 By Olga and has no comments yet.

general: my stream is calling me.
and this is *my* stream
*I’m* tuning between the emotions there
roaming
I love it that it is good things coming to me
I love it that it *is* there for me
I love it that I can tune in to *this*
it is a nice thing to be in
I love it
it is nice to know that this is what my life is bringing to me
I feel cared for and loved
I feel appreciative to the Creation and creation
I feel loved & loving
I feel like relaxing into it, taking pleasure from it, in it
I feel blessed
we all are
maybe at the times of disconnection that’s what I could hold on to, find a relief in
I feel relief and appreciation
it’s a warm feeling
nice
I love pondering
it feels good here being in the moment, feeling
I think I could use this playing with thoughts a little more, it is interesting and relieving and useful and pleasant
I love it that I’m so skillful with the thoughts
I love it that Abraham brought to me this information
I love it that I attracted this information, these thoughts
maybe for us it is not finished yet, either
I feel hopeful
it feels soothed, relieved, I feel more harmony inside
I like how it feels to me
I’m proud of myself, I’m a master :)
good to be a master
very freeing
I love this feeling of freedom, which is very real, absolutely real and is mine
life is nice :)
it’s not ALL that bad, after all
it’s better than I thought, and I know I tuned in to it now
feels good to be tuning in, and being in this feeling
I’m wonderful
I love the choices I have
I love that this is *my* vibration
I live it that there is something I can do to make myself feel better
to allow in the feeling better
it’s nice to bask
life has a nice structure
I feel exhilarated about the horizons I have
I love it that they are there for me, waiting for me, holding it firmly for me, forcing it into my environment
I love it that I have a choice to give in to it
to give in to Well-Being
I think it is pretty nice with me
letting me do it with some choice
and I love it, that our visions of what is good for me, match
it’s a relief to know it
maybe life is not as bad, after all
I feel better
I love it that *I* did it
I love myself
and respect myself
how good it is, that I have myself
to speak with, to create with, to ponder
I do have a good company :)
and with the others – maybe it will get better
maybe not all is lost
maybe nothing lost
maybe I’m loved and all is well
I’m willing to see it, to give it a try
I’m willing to be wonderful
wonder-full
curious
it’s nice to feel curious
“maybe life *is* bringing to me something wonderful?”
at least it could be
there *are* things I can be or do or have
I think this way I *can* be happy
I love it that I have this option
all this playing is fun and interesting
maybe I am a little grateful to my life, that it nudges me to it
it’s an interesting way to live
maybe I *could* be a little bit easier about the “immediate results” of it, the physical results
the process is interesting
I’m finding new interest
it is nice
life seems to be more than I thought of it before
I’m glad it is opened to me
I’m more eager now to live this life
it calls me
I feel tingling
life is good
there *are* good things in life
in *my* life
I feel kind of appreciative
maybe I could feel easier on that, too
it is really useful to have this skill
I’m living my life, and it’s good
I feel hopeful: maybe in this stream it can open to me, too
I love that it is a stream
streams are nice :)
streams are good
I think, I can (and want to) continue with my life
let’s see what it brings ♥

“Bringing your own fire to the party” + patience

Posted February 8, 2012 By Olga and has no comments yet.

February Energy Forecast

or should I better call it in-cast :) it is as amazing as ever, making powerful sense of what feels like going on. I am pretty amazing in manifesting these things in my life. :)

No matter how it looks

Posted January 16, 2012 By Olga and has no comments yet.

“The thing that we want you to understand is, when you get into that point in your life where you decide nothing should ever go wrong, you are on the wrong side of creation. Because here in this environment in which you are creating, there are all kinds of options that give you the clarity about what you want.

We want you to lighten up and stop asking yourself to be on the cusp of perfection at all times. It’s not logical in this contrasting world in which you live. We just want you to take what’s happening lighter. We want you to release the tension within you, And stop holding yourself to perfect standards. And instead accept that magnificent life you are living is always working to accommodate you. ALWAYS working to accommodate you, no matter how it looks. NO MATTER HOW IT LOOKS!” ~ AH

January Energy Forecast

Posted January 6, 2012 By Olga and has no comments yet.

How he, every time, in every forecast, knows what I feel, – I don’t know. But he surely knows :)

(Now I can explain this – this is MY energy stream, and surely I come to it every time because it matches me, but looking at it with “normal” eyes cannot not surprise me every time again.. :))

http://leeharrisenergy.blogspot.com/2012/01/january-energy-forecast-breaking.html

Doubt and desire

Posted January 1, 2012 By Olga and has no comments yet.

“Doubt is almost the most debilitating of all those emotions,
because it is the opposite of desire.

Doubt cannot even exist unless you have a desire that you’re countering.
You have to really want something before doubt is even a factor.
If you don’t want anything,
then not expecting it isn’t a problem.

Many would say, “just stop saying, that you want it,
and then not having it won’t bother you.”
But there’s no regression from a desire.

You can’t pull it back,
so you’ve got to align your habit of thought with it.

You want to talk that doubt down
because you want to feel good.

If you want something
that you can’t see any viable action,
easy to apply method in order to bring it about,
then it’s logical that there would be doubt.

And what we’re saying to anyone about anything, is that
if you have a desire within you,
you have the ability to achieve that desire,
provided you are able to release enough resistance,
that Universal forces can carve out the way to make that happen.

If you have a desire that is really strong,
you may have some doubts,
but if your desire is really strong,
it overrides.” ~ AH

A different view of life structure

Posted December 28, 2011 By Olga and has no comments yet.

I’m starting to see life so differently, and a thought comes: what if it’s built not the way I used to think?

What if it’s like this:

Some piece of energy :) decides to come to express itself in this specific physical form.
I’m being physically born.
In my physical life, the streams of energy I consist of (all the flavors, nuances of it), go forward and develop, expand.

Since my physical form, my physical mind, is of some inertia,
when these streams expand, I (physical me) stop being fully compliant to them,
which forms a gap, which shows as a physical problem.

(It reminds me homeopathy principles, do you know?
They say, when a Life Force of a person has a problem, it shows out as a physical illness, which shows, which remedy (!) should be applied: it should be the remedy, created homeopathically (they have a special system), from a material, which, being given to a healthy person, will give the same symptoms, as this ill person now has. It means, each physical illness shows out, what remedy should be used for it!)

And then when I remember, that I am a vibrational being,
I know, that I should align with the expanded streams,
and the “symptoms” of the “physical problem” just give me help in applying my vibrational efforts.

And then there’s no “guilt” on my behalf,
there’re no things that I “had to do and didn’t do”,
there’s no “punishment” in these “problems”,
just a sign, that the streams moved forward,
and that now I should realign,
to have a new, expanded, enriched experience,
and in general – to become compliant again to my bigger part.

But when I don’t remember, that I’m a vibrational being,
I see these “physical problems” as physical problems!
That I should fix! That I’m guilty in arriving to!
Because if I were “better”, these things wouldn’t have happened to me!

Wow.

Eyes of Source :)

Posted December 26, 2011 By Olga and has no comments yet.

Eyes of Source

Revelation

By Olga and has no comments yet.

In my sleep, I just got a revelation. I was told: “In order to manifest something, you should just want to see a dream, where you live that.”

The more I think about it, the more I love it. :)

P.S. I posted it in the middle of the night to my Facebook. Good thing – otherwise in the morning I would barely remember it, but I was so reveling in it in the night, feeling how effective it is – to *just want to see a dream where I live it.” :) (I meant, in the night, in my sleep, to see such a dream. Funny language English.. in Russian we have two different words for dream one sees in their sleep and dream as desire. And in Hebrew it is, too, one word for both meanings..)

The goal is not what you think it is..

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‎”The goal is not what you think it is.
It’s the *emotional way you think you will feel* in the achievement of it.” ~ AH

Then the next step comes: I want to feel that way now. Why? Because I want to. Because I’m worthy. Because I see it as a part of my feeling good now. Why should this feeling be dependent of the circumstances? I want to feel that way, and I will. Now.

Someone once said: “Run to your goal. If you can’t run there, walk there. If you can’t walk there, crawl there. If you can’t even crawl there, lie down in the direction of it.”

Same way, if I can’t feel that way now, I will at least lie down in the direction of it. :)

I will find just one thought of relief.. Just one. I’m going to bask in it. In the freedom it gives me. In the space I feel. In the empowerment that fills me. In this moment wrapping itself around me. In the ecstasy of this moment.